Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Part Deux

Hello Again everyone!
Time for me to get this blog up to date isn’t it? I left off on my last entry getting discharged from Henderson…yeah! Or so I thought…
The Week-end:
Unfortunately, my week-end home was pretty awful. My stomach/intestines were not functioning properly so I could not retain any fluids. This was supposed to be my ‘free pass’ week-end where I would feel pretty good before all the chemo side effects from the week prior kicked in full force. Nope. I spent the week-end extremely nauseous, extremely dizzy and in bed the whole time.
Some may recall that after my ‘free pass’ week-end the expectation was to go to the hospital every day for blood tests, counts and infusions if necessary. There was an 85% chance that by the Wednesday I would be re-admitted to hospital. I wanted to be part of that 15% who made it past that date but in fact by that Monday my body had had enough.
As I got ready to go in for my tests that Monday the 20th April, I blacked out in the shower and came to on the tile. Luckily I had not been able to shower standing for a while so I had only slipped from my shower chair to the floor but still… I blacked out a couple more times getting ready and by the time I did get to the hospital I was on my knees in the elevator so not to fall over. It was my arch nemesis again that ‘done me in’ – dehydration (blasted!&##!).
The back Nine:
So, bingo-bango after only a measly 2 days at home I was re-admitted, hooked up to the IV again and pumped with fluids 24/7 and antibiotics via IV every 8 hrs. The other chemo side effects eventually kicked in and after a couple of days I was also receiving my anti-nausea meds by IV on a regular basis and had a butterfly needle inserted in my upper arm for direct morphine injections due to throat sores. The good news is the throat pain only lasted about three days, it really could have been much, much worse, but after those 3 days I didn’t need another shot of morphine.
I did have to get several blood (3-4?) and platelet (2) transfusions while in. The platelets were an adventure. I had crazy (and admittedly scary) side effects. I got a rash and welts on my face and torso and then the whole left side of my face down to my shoulder paralyzed. I could not feel anything in my face as though I had been shot up with extreme doses of novacaine. Once identified as a reaction they immediately IV’d me a nice large bag of ‘Benadryl’ and eventually all the face numbness and welts subsided. The next transfusion they gave me the ‘Benadryl’ prior to the platelets.
Home:
After several days my blood counts started go up and after nine days I was safe enough to come home and did so on April 28th. I came home with a pretty bad cough so on oral anti-biotics for about a week and a half. This eventually evolved into a pretty good cold but has since morphed back in to a tolerable cough. My doctor basically said my body for the next while will take longer than usual to fight back. Perfectly understandable.
So, where am I now? Not physically I mean but status-wise. I am on a really dull roller coaster. By that I mean very few highs energy wise… I roll along the track at a pretty slow pace and quickly go down a swift hill into deep fatigue. My first weeks home were about 70-90% sleep. Last week I was doing pretty well and my sleep during the day was more like a couple hours at most and mainly lots of resting but this week already I am sleeping about 3-5 hours a day and still getting a full nights sleep too so my little coaster has been out of gas this week for some reason.
I am doing really well from my transplant doctors perspective and my care has been transferred back to my regular cancer doctor here in Oakville so that is amazing medical progress and I am so pleased. My Oakville Hematologist will soon book my CT scan and that will confirm that my treatments were a success – he will monitor me regularly again for the next 5 years.
Okay then. That is the medical update. Pretty dry stuff. I have lots of bits and pieces and funny stuff to relay but this entry is already several miles long and my brain is about to turn off…so, until next time…
Thank you to everyone for your most awesome support-
Carey